Let me put you up to date. Im still a strong believer in destiny, but im not so sure if that's what i should call this, dont want to get caught in some illusion. Ive still got a long long way to go and it's never late, my intuition still tells me the same and the feeling hasnt faded yet. 'Things' still happen and i still consider 'em special in comparison to other people's stories to tell. Havent lost faith in what could happen some day, maybe not so far from today. While some encourage me to go on and others tell me it's time to let go and get over this whole situation (disencouragement), for some reason beyond my comprehension i've decided i should listen to the first group of individuals.
Sometimes when youre absolutely sure about something fear strikes. Fear to end up hurt, brokenhearted, humilliated, disappointed. Our dreams turning into reality seem against all odds when on the contrary they are not so far from coming true just now. When you get that feeling often considered as pure illusion or obsession, trust it dont you pass it by, what may seem impossible might be waiting for you around the corner, you just gotta keep on walking.
"But i still cant say it after all we've been through
and all i really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and i will find away to you if it kills me
if it kills me"
If it kills me- Jason Mraz
felt kinda "ur kindred spirit" with all those wonderful words u wrote, have to accept you're right in many of your reasons , i enjoy trying to follow ur feelings and understanding how it feels, even if the situation is not exactly the same...got identified while listening some songs, watching some movies that make you think bout all that stuff and linking it up with reality ..then the only thing you can do meanwhile is ..write..stand..try to get it all as the same time you notice is kinda impossible..although impossible seems unproper.
ResponderEliminarLets try what could happen if you dont give up...but how to take a risk at all if you dunno what will you win..or lose? its awful.
even so...go on!
Beautiful Post!!
Keep on Trying and why not? take some risks, but don`t rise ilusions and expectations, because you could fall from them, and belive me, it really hurts as hell.
ResponderEliminarappreciate comments, love em actually. thanks for the support and sorry for not giving proper details.. internet could make my life public and who would want that?
ResponderEliminar6 Jai ho.. ♥